what a relief i was going through hell each time click on my page I started cursing the connection network I'm using I thought it was a regional ban

didn't know that the whole area was facing the same thing

all I could see is a white screen and blue links -_- no pictures no ads NOTHing

I just can't end my DA career like this not yet T^T specially that I made too many art that I want to showoff

thank goodness I 'm back

*First Anniversary*

one year has passed since I have joined DA and I decided that at least I should make a little tiny bit of celebration for this event....... and of course to run away from studying for tomorrow's exam


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A PURE BEGINNER

so I started from scratch and did some really REALLY hideous paintings ans linearts sketchbooks and text books were my battle field I admit that they were VERY patient with me, but how quickly do we forget ! I was ungrateful and threw most of them away XD
although I kept some of them to see the progress that I've made so far >> I hope I did some ^^"
my sister was a genius artist and I was so envious of her, so I thought that if she could do it then I can do it too

TABLET PHASE

my beloved big brother answered my wish >>I love him when he reads between the lines >> and this was my art revolution, Ive got the tools, a bit of skill and a fair-enough ambition. DA was right there inviting me to become a member, rigestring was a great oppertunity to display my growing skill

PROGRESSING POINT

my narusaku fan arts got the most favorites and increased my watch list it pushed me to do more and more challenging artworks.... the tutorials posted by other artists helped me a lot and I mean A LOT
going over other members' artworks was extremely inspiring, I learned a lot and figured my weak points

THANX

thank you every body for commenting, adding, faving, watching. thanks a bunch! it made me really happy

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hopefully this year would be more flourishing AMEN!

I feel like I'm gonna explode!

one week, or four days to be accurate, and I'm loaded with hundreds of research, presentations, papers, essays and all kinds of nerve-wracking tasks

not to mention the immense amount of material and books that I have to study daily ..just the sight of it gives me the chills

honestly I've never been through anything like this before

I don't think there will be any time to do anything beside studying..

I'll miss my tablet T^T

so this has been a very long vacation!
yep , next week I'm starting my third year in college.. funny how life flies so fast!
come to think of it a lot of things happened during this summer:

I made new friends , and caught up with some old ones..

me and the rest of my family were on an unbelievably hectic road trip and styed out of town for three weeks or so

I lost my mobile , so i bought a new one

I fell and almost broke my arms and fingers a month ago.. it still hurts btw T^T

my mom put me through a pretty intense bridal training to enhance my responsibility -_-" which took most of my time

I've watched some of the good ol' animes: Kenshin, Fushigi yuugi, Yu yu hakusho.. some real action!

last but definitely not least i saw the final ep of the greatest masterpiece ever>>Code Geass .. that series was pure brilliance all the action and the drama really got me!


so yeah it was a long one..Agh! i cant believe we're back this soon.. I guess it's true when they say it can't be helped!

and I guess at this point all i have to do is renew my good ol' epiphany:
over-worry yourself and you'll miss what's within your reach!

I really hope that i could find some time to make some new fanarts and stuff
I have a lot of ideas for my favorite characters and pairings, and in the process of making my own characters, so better check them up!

I'm off to sleep....

first of all I'm NOT ranting but the stupid mood option only lets me choose this ranting face from my previous Journal
In fact I'm sooooooooooo happy
WHY?
because YAY school is finally over and summer vacation started at LAAAAAAAAst
after along struggling this horrible nightmare is over ..well course not completely we still have a long LOOOOOOOOng way ahead of us but WHO CARES XD
anyways..now that summer started ,thought I'd better set a summer plan which took me quite some time to finish ^^"

in fact having a plan is really good >> took me that time to figure this out -_-"
but really every summer vacation I DO set a plan and whatsoever but the problem is I never stick to it
true there'll be some partying and many family gatherings and I may leave the city for sometime..
that'll affect my summer plan but i'll try as hard as possible to stick to it or some of it at least ^^"
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